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Sunday, February 24th, 2008
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| Time: | 8:15 am. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. | | Music: | Kennedy Killed The Hat - Buck 65. |
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I am absolutely in love with this song. It will be playing ENDLESSLY while I pack (or until I can't stand it anymore, whichever comes first I suppose....) and pretend-to-pack.
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2008
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| Time: | 1:38 am. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | Feist - My Moon My Man. |
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Working in hospitality is ...... having a million half finished conversations that will never be completed.
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Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
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I don't know what the rest of you folks see when you look outside, but I see the buses to/from Sooke not running and me working NA tonight. (Again. Last night was because of the wind, and rain, and a fallen tree.)
This is also knows in layman's terms as 2 inches of snow just fell outside in the hour I've been home and on the computer.
( *EDIT* moving things! )
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Sunday, January 7th, 2007
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Dear Caffeine,
I thought that I would start out on a positive note. I've loved you for as long as I can remember, way back when when my mom wouldn't let me drink Coca-Cola because of you (and of course, cokes magic rust-eating ability). I've loved you in many forms, in all your forms. Just when I think you can't get any more perfect you change and I fall back in love. However, I've noticed lately that your.... after-effects -if you will- are somewhat disheartening. Don't get me wrong, I still get that warm feeling when I crack open a Coke, or wrap my hands around a cup of coffee. What I'm talking about is the feeling you leave in my stomach after. That boiling acid feeling in the pit of my stomach is coloring my relationship with you, and that hurts. If you continue to treat me this way, and I continue to have this reaction, I'm sad to say I think we may be over.
Please re-consider your actions and their effect on me.
Love always,
Kirsten.
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
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Fuck.
Karmas is totally going to come and bite me in the ass.
I was snarky to a guest.
Went up to give him a remote control (I know there is one in the room though...)
And he tipped me $5.
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| Time: | 1:06 pm. |
| Mood: |  nostalgic. |
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So.
Parkers gone now.
Hilary will be gone next week.
All of a sudden the apartment is feeling pretty lacking in the people.
Also: It was hilarious to see people I knew from highschool at the bar last night. Hilarious in a creepy way.
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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There is either a really considerate or slightly strange boy here.... I walked into the bathroom and not only is the toilet paper you know ON the toilet paper rolly thing - attached to the wall, you know the thing?? - its a new full one. Something that just doesnt get done here with the apartments usual residents. I'm (not so) secretly hoping its the guy that we're thinking of getting a place with in the fall. I shall stare at them all tomorrow until someone confesses.
Earlier with the mood being all crazy confessions and ideas of love and after stealthily (getting caught) sneaking around my own apartment, I was smoking out the window of my bedroom - the living room patio door being out of bounds with afore mentioned guests - thinking how terribly living-with-my-parents-and-they-dont-know-I-smoke-because-I'm-in-high-school it all felt. I wish I had memories like that.
Its not supposed to be like this. None of it. Didn't you get the memo?
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEQUOIA!
25-hour birthday.... damn you. And you're not even taking advantage of your new 19-year-old-ness I bet...
Brought to you by the forces that made there be three computers at work with internet on them that I have access to.
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
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Is that..... sunshine I see? Could it be? Is it truly daytime??
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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dreamphedre
Guppy
Agility
5 | | | Strength
6 | | | Stamina
8 |
| Battle Rating
19Origins
dreamphedre was found, still alive, lodged in the throat of a dead man |  |
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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I love lying to myself it seems.
Like when you're procrastinating doing something, and you admit it, and then continue on with the procrastination. It's even better when you procrastinate for so much longer than it would have taken to do whatever.
Or when you discover maybe you like a male friend of yours more than you'll admit to most people and certainly more than you'll ever tell him, but continue on with whatever made you like him in the first place and convince yourself it'll be okay.
Or in this case I'm lying to myself about sleeping and eating. If I don't sleep I won't see him in my dreams. Then he won't be dead, and he won't be gone. I won't have to miss him anymore and selfishly want him back here no matter what hell he was going through. It won't all matter because he can tell me it'll be alright. If I don't sleep I won't see him in my dreams. If I don't sleep it won't be another day away. It won't be another day to forget things that happened. If I deny eating, I'm denying that time is passing.
And maybe if I'm not alone I won't cry so much.
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| Time: | 12:22 am. |
| Mood: | complacent. | | Music: | The Servant - Cells. |
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Things are weird. But that should be understandable. There is a paper Pirate hat on my chandelier, which will only be mine for another week or two. There are still dishes in the kitchen, and cans here and there from the weekend fun. The mystery of the digital camera has been solved (in my backpack in the closet.... no I don't know why), however the book is still missing. I'll look for it later and lend it to Aidan when I see him next. It's kind of odd thinking that soon there will be someone living and doing things in this place where I've been for so many months, been so happy and conversely so unhappy in, and went through so much shit. In this place I first got Widget, Kathleen broke my chair when we were drinking one night, I talked to my brother more when I lived here, I got so wrapped up in shit that I stayed in bed for almost a week, people that I never expected to phone phoned me. Time and Memories right? As long as I remember it happened, then it did and nobody can take any of it away. The problem is that so many moments slip by without me remembering them, and I wonder if one day I'll forget everything about someone - from the past or the present. Stuff to think about right? Me and the remainder of the vodka shall spend the first night by myself in what feels like ages thinking about this. After reading more fanfics... its sick really.
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| Time: | 10:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  drained. | | Music: | Dig up her bones - the misfits. |
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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest,** generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize . Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
( game rules )
** I'd just like to add that I have papers written on why people aren't truly honest, why its not a natural thing for anyone. Its just society and blah blah blah I should sleep and forget all this.
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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I don't know if I'm going to class tomorrow, just feel like so many kinds of crap. See in the morning but I doubt it. Spending all day in bed is sounding better and better by the millisecond.
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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You are 73% Aries
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Friday, February 25th, 2005
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| UCAUTION | | IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP DREAMPHEDRE AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES. |
From Go-Quiz.com
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dreamphedre's journal
awake.
morose.
not sure.....